As Rubina Dilaik emerged because the winner of Bigg Boss 14 on Sunday night time, she was coming off a roller-coaster journey within the final 4 and a half months. The fashionable tv star has had a curler coaster journey on the present. While she by no means managed to win the hearts of her co-contestants, her loyal viewers stayed true to her. The actuality present additionally has given Rubina and husband Abhinav Shukla a second probability to work on their marriage. The couple had introduced on the present that they had been going through bother of their marriage and have additionally contemplated divorce. The TV actor defeated Rahul Vaidya to take dwelling the coveted trophy.
Post her massive win, Rubina, in an unique dialog with indianexpress.com, spoke about her Bigg Boss 14 journey, what led to her victory and Salman Khan’s harsh phrases for her throughout the Weekend Ka Vaar.
Excerpts from the dialog..
More than 4 months in the home, and you’ve got this trophy in your hand. How does it really feel?
It’s been a protracted journey of 143 days, and it was price each effort, wrestle and failure that I confronted in the home.
In an preliminary episode, you talked about the way you wished all the principles to be defined to you in a method one does for a four-year-old child. When did you realise you might really win?
Honestly, there was all the time a need to win however this recreation is all about future. Hence, I left it it to future however continued to create my journey. I actually had no clue in regards to the recreation however the studying spirit has all the time been ingrained in me. I wished to dwell with that feeling, and proceed to develop. I wasn’t frightened about shedding or profitable, I wished to dwell and love my journey.
You’ve fought battles with most contestants in the home. Which one affected you on a private observe?
The one with Jasmin Bhasin and Rakhi Sawant. I’ve all the time been selective about individuals who enter my life. I’m an individual who offers each ounce to those I embrace. And whenever you do this, and your love and respect should not reciprocated, it shatters the arrogance and religion within the relationship. These two folks, occasions and incidences actually hit me exhausting. However, I began my journey on the present with a clear slate, and I’m exiting with a clear one once more. Hence, I’ve no grudges.
You spoke about points in your marriage on nationwide tv, and even sought assist when pushed mentally. Was it troublesome to open up about your vulnerability?
It was very powerful as a result of there’s all the time a worry of rejection and being criticised and judged. The dejection half is one thing that all the time holds you again from not accepting your flaws and errors. The most lovely studying in my Bigg Boss journey has been to embrace all shortcomings with grace. When you’re able to do this, your weak point turns into your power. And should you overcome this, put it out on TV and in a position to encourage even one life, I feel it’s price coping with all challenges.
So what was probably the most difficult expertise for you within the present?
There had been lots many however one specifically was the time after I couldn’t explain my situation to my husband Abhinav Shukla. Bringing your intimate relationship into the general public enviornment and but not having the ability to categorical your self freely can actually suffocate you. It was very powerful for me, as I wished him to perceive however couldn’t say it in phrases.
Abhinav, in an interview to us, shared that the very best factor for him on Bigg Boss was to have strengthened his bond with you. Now that you just even have a profitable trophy, which win seems to be extra particular.
For me, my relationship is probably the most treasured factor, and thus reaching it was extra particular. This (exhibiting her trophy) I don’t take it without any consideration however I’ve all the time believed that success is all about skilled and private life collectively. And now, in direction of the top of the journey, I can in all probability say that I’ve been in a position to obtain that.
Suffering from a superiority advanced, authoritative, manipulative and a hypocrite — you will have been known as all these. Any clarification you need to give?
These false accusations solely strengthened my resolve to look ahead and transfer on. They won’t have realised it however they had been really those who propelled me to do higher. Their allegations turned a stimulus for me to work in direction of reaching my vacation spot. It additionally gave me power to transfer forward.
Salman Khan appeared to scold you each Weekend Ka Vaar. Did it impact your confidence someplace?
It did within the preliminary levels however then I began it from a recent perspective. I took every of his suggestions as a method to enhance my recreation and every criticism as a method to polish myself additional. It was all a studying lesson for me.
Many known as it a (*14*). What or who do you suppose led to your victory?
Only my followers. As I’ve all the time mentioned, an artist’s existence and id are solely due to the viewers. I’ve this trophy in my hand as a result of I’ve these million individuals who have immense religion and love in me. And this win is just due to them.
Bigg Boss 14 additionally noticed Aly Goni, Rakhi Sawant and Nikki Tamboli within the finale.